It is...

2008-05-22 at 3:44 a.m.

so hot in this apartment that I just want to take all my clothes off.

I wish it would hurry up and be Friday so I can pick Rudy up.

I am so very conflicted concerning this entire situation. On the one hand, I am so sick of the bullshit that seems to come with trying to be with you that I just want to be sick. On the other hand, you make me feel so alive in a way nobody else has ever been able to do that I can't even begin to think of giving you up.
But it seems like everyone else has more say in this situation than I do. A situation that concerns my entire future.
Yeah.
I'd be lying if I said that didn't completely piss me off beyond all reasonable comprehension.
Sorry if that's unreasonable of me.

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