Dear Dewayne, once best friend

2008-06-10 at 2:54 a.m.

I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss everything.
But what it all boils down to is that trust issue.
That's something that can't be fixed right away.

You hurt me.
You hurt her.
You hurt him.
You hurt the family.

I can't just forget that overnight.
I wish I could.
But I can't.
It would be the easy thing to do, but I've learned over the past week that the easy thing isn't always the right thing.
I'm a different person from who I was before.
And I can't just go back.
I love you.
And us.
But I love her.
And him.
And the family, more than anything.
And the family may never go back to the way it was.
And that hurts me.
More than any of you may ever realize.

It's the lies.
More than anything, it's the lies.
And something has to be done about it.
And this time, I can't help you.

Oh no, I am so sorry.

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